So update time mmmm let me think for a second mmmm (err that hurts abit I might just type) Well I had my second operation 10 months ago now.... yes ten thats right its been along time, relationships have ended, wounds have mended, job both gained and lossed. I cant say it has been terribly exciting, 3 months after surgery i basicly ended my Physio routine to begin work again which in hindsight was a bad idea. I was climbing up and down trucks and cranes sanding back paint work and stripping them down preping them from painting for awhile my knee seems to be getting better then all of a sudden the pain started comming back and it was incredble admittedly I was hit by a car while going to work which may have something to do with it. I turned up for work one day after being abit sick only to find out I no longer had a job..... how nice. I end up moving back to my old house and doing a job I used to do which sadly ended with a lack of work So now Im looking for work again only now I have the added pleasure of trying to find work that wont be too bad on my knees that I have some experience or skills with however I dont think that job exists. Im thinking of going to tafe to do a ward or surgical orderly course or perhaps both its something Ive been thinking about for awhile something Ive been Keen on the whole time and something I feel no matter how much pain im in Ill bee happy to be doing. The only problem is the only tafe have found that offers the course is along way from where I live and catching the train every day isint much of an option (3 hours each way + 1hour or more travel time from the train station to the tafe and then back again so about 8 hours of travel time total per day) Ive been thinking if I can find some cheap long term accomodation near the tafe i would try to find a part time job up there and do it but they want soooooo much even for 1BDRM cabins in caravan parks (about $250PW min) and I could alsmot get a 3BDRM place for that much. I guess Ill just have to see how it pans out. I havnt been taking many photo of late after my surgery I guess i didnt focus on much at all relationships friends family all got pushed aside and im sorry for that my head was kinda fucked up from what had and was happening and only now am i starting to get it back on track one piece at a time So i promise to all those i neglected I will get around to catching up/explaining it may just take some time, I dont heal well atleast not mentally. Well I guess thats it for now its was just a catch up on the goings on, or lack there of, in my life.